Sweet Dancing Angels for my daughter in heaven

Sunday, May 31, 2026

Why Am I Feeling This Way #writing #lorijeanfinnila



Image by Agata from Pixabay



Not definitive or open enough to put into words

No absolute direction

Just actions I take each day


My every move I make is to make me beautiful to you

My body and my mind is always pushing towards that way

To take me closer to that place

I want to be beautiful to you

That’s how I feel when I see you


When you’re not here I’m inventive

I work hard on new ideas to recreate myself

I panic in a race

Though I try to stop myself from pushing too hard

I always come up with a new idea

I’m nearing you

That’s how I feel when I think of you


My every move I make is to make me beautiful to you

My body and my mind is always pushing towards that way

To take me closer to that place

I want to be beautiful to you

That’s how I feel when I see you


Each time I take a step I’m feeling you

You’re getting pretty close to me

I’m feeling better about myself

I see peaks of beauty 

I feel my mind moving in the right direction 

I feel the words

I may be a person to you


My every move I make is to make me beautiful to you

My body and my mind is always pushing towards that way

To take me closer to that place

I want to be beautiful to you

That’s how I feel when I see you 


I’m almost ready to reach you.

Thursday, April 30, 2026

My 4 Month Old Fetus Murdered #juvenileabuse #baby #lorijeanfinnila

 

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My poor baby Isabelle was this size when I was 17 when my exhusband decided to murder her because he was afraid her skin would be too dark. Praying for you Isabelle. Mommy loves you and will never forget you. ❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏

A video of a baby moving at that age.

I was taken down by some drugs-immobilized to some capacity. He signed for it and then made sure I got upstairs to the room.

Baby Isabelle Look Alike