"You Didn't Even Want Our Baby" Updated Lyrics #lorijean #youdidntevenwantourbaby

I just watched "Woman in Gold" and it made me want to revise my song

You Didn't Even Want Our Baby by Lori Jean Finnila

It was 10/31/78

One dark Halloween day

You took me from school

All the fun parties and everything I knew

You drove me to one dark tall building

Statuesque but dark 

Filled with other little girls

There might only be one

Maybe three

But I know someone will thank me for my empathy

There's no statutes on pain

One woman is many crying in vein

Of our rights to our bodies lost one day

Chorus

You weren't there 

When I'd talk about the baby's hair 

What he or she would wear

Baby You Didn't Even want our baby

Verse

She ended up in a barrel instead

When I was bolted down by two men

I cry myself to sleep now

So many nights when I see my hair and your eyes in my baby 

When she comes to me

I was only a virgin and you took my dream away

Bridge

Though I was drunk

One too many came from you 

Yelling at me not to make too much noise when I was young 

The balloon to keep you from me

Still didn't let me know 

How much you didn't love me

Chorus

Verse

Now many years later my back aches 

I crawl on the floor from those I let beat me

Some say you weren't a full man then

Yet you were of age when

The blame was put out on me for

Ever lovin' you or letting you shine your light my way

Chorus

Baby, I was just a little girl and I'm still in bereavement.