Two New Song Lyrics AND When All the Guilt is Gone Mastered #emotionallyexpressing #lorijeanrocks #music

I wrote two new cool songs of expression. My story and many other women's unfolds. We are healing!

Poisoned Again by Lori Jean Finnila

Verse
Comes to me in roars
Makes me step back
Take a thought where I am

Chorus
It's happening again
That burning
That yearning
that's in my head
in my mind
to help me

Verse
The fright comes upon
Takes me to a place
 of desecration of that burning inside of me...
Of that burning inside of........

Bridge
My head begins to fade
It all ends up blended in my routine
I've become a creature
Of my own pain and fear

Chorus

Verse
They say you complain to me
You complain to them
You think you're a victim

Bridge
It's happening again
over and over again
I'm a rat
I'm an animal
My mind is burning

Bridge
Please tell me
 in my state of mind
 why I'm not
valuable enough
to remain

Chorus
It's happening again
Again and again and again
That burning
yearning
that's in my head
The yearning in my mind
for someone to help me

Someone to help me..
Repeat.....

I'm poisoned again.

Again and again and again

I think that it was worse than the hitting.



She Was Rich in Gold

Verse
The day came for death
I put out my best
And was spared

Chorus
I made a deal,
a date with a devil
He came down on me
Couldn't see him
But feel everything he did to me

Verse
He came down on me
Wanted to please
I said stop
He said this is what he needs
My mind away. 

She was rich in gold
had everything she wanted
All she had to do
was move her paintbrush

My eyes set on her intently
Tried to grasp her mind
Her thoughts were so far away

Chorus
I made a deal,
a date with a devil
He came down on me
Couldn't see him
But feel everything he did to me

Verse
Why didn't she tell me
How bad religion can be
I didn't see the bad man
Coming for me
What he took from me....

Yet they were so settled
So really, really settled.

Chorus
I made a deal, a
date with a devil
He came down on me
Couldn't see him
But feel everything he did to me

Verse
And although I couldn't fulfill her fantasy
Of being a nun
She still promised someday
we'd reached that lighthouse

Bridge
And though that day didn't happen
The blanket she knitted
me made up for it
Her intent
Her warm smiles
My fear of God went away

She stood strong to her attention in me
Everything I could have been to her

Chorus
I made a deal,
a date with a devil
He came down on me
Couldn't see him
But feel everything he did to me

I just sit here and wait for the devil to return

End - I write about my meme a lot.

"When All the Guilt is Gone"

Spotify Release Oct. 12, 2019 Hoping on playlist....!!!???

Also radio airplay in Scotland on XRP Radio online tomorrow!