Update "I'm Not Your Normal Girl" #lorijeanfinnila #singersongwriter #podcast #update

I updated this song for an upcoming podcast. I hope you like it.

 Verse

I tell you to listen to me

I'm not normal

I need to know where I'm at in you

I need to feel my better half with you

I'm not your normal girl

I'm scrambled up in pain

I'm curled up holding myself

tight in my bed

I told you I'm in pain

I told you I'm not your normal girl

I'm sorry I cry 

I'm not normal

I need to do something

To be my equal

Even if I'm gonna die

I lose my breath

When I cry so hard

Telling you I can't live up to that you want

Trying to express myself to this

I see you get frustrated with me

I end up more crazy

you seem more scary

I now see myself by myself

talking to myself to this

I'm so very sad

my heart aches

I'm in pain

Why am I so emotionally scrambled

I see your love, feel your warmth

yet I know so deep inside 

you just want to use me

I'm sorry

I cry I'm not normal

I need to do something

To be my equal

Even if I'm gonna die

I'm not your normal girl......