“A Bitchin’ Girl” #lorijeanfinnila #singersongwriter #bitchinwoman

Image by Brigitte Werner from Pixabay (this is what I feel) 

I got inspired by this watching indoor bungee type of exercise, can’t find it again now to give you the name. I want so bad to do this. I’m always challenged now minorly hurting myself trying so many new forms of sport (punching bag, hand stand yoga trapeze, sometimes yoga backbends, uh, etc……

Whoops I broke a bone again

Can’t use my arms

Can’t use my hands

My legs hurt

But I’m gonna get back on that ride

I know I can do it again

It just hurts for a short while

I know I can heal to do it one more time

I get apprehensive too

But I want to keep my body going

Don’t want to sag

Don’t want to scare myself in the mirror

Want to think long

Longer than I do now 

Why do I think I can do all these things

And not hurt myself again

Not to be able to get back up again 

I’m just a crazy girl

A crazy little girl

She sees her sexy reflection 

No matter what the truth is

She’s  just a crazy little girl

Who loves herself too much for the world

I’m not who I was 20 years ago

My mind doesn’t relate to this though

I don’t check my steps

Watch every move I make

To not break a bone

But I’m still a bitchin’ girl.