A Woman Author and Writer

Lyrics: Verse I say no though  that's not what I mean I want you, when I capture your presence near me    Chorus I can't do or think what  I want to I was meant to never be this way I was born in the wrong place I was taught to say no   Verse My mind keeps coming Back to you Your words, your breath The way I watch you move Picturing you inside me Chorus    Verse  I shudder when I see you leave Knowing I'll never see you again I imagine everything you'd do to me Your touch your taste Your mouth inside of mine   I can't do what I want to I promised I would never do Never thinking on my own   Standing all alone   Chorus      No, no no, no no no no no no mmmm repeat

Lyrics: 8 hours I wait for someone to see me crawl I want to breathe again I wait to breathe again 28 more days for this fortune to take place that I’m so destined to right now without anyone 8 hours I wait for someone to take me from this place to see where I’ve fallen where I’ve done no wrong 8 hours I wait 8 hours I wait for you to take me from this place so dark so dreary no thought   no choice to this theory 8 I wait   8 hours I wait for someone to take me from this place to see where I’ve fallen where I’ve done no wrong hours I wait 8 hours I wait from this place that took me so far from this time with lace that hurt me so badly 29, 28 days more to this haven supposed brazen to be brought upon me 8 hours I wait for my fate to my next place   of no one seeing me for who I am just a runaway with no rhyme no reason is what they tell me I am So I’ll set here 8 more hours 29 more days then 28 where I’m safe though the mats are hard there’s peace and quiet in my mind 8 hours I wait for

I just submitted 2 song releases I produced with Symphonic Distribution. Hopefully both of them will be formatted properly for approval for August 19th. I arranged both songs using Minor2Go music loops. I'm ensured I will have a good quality track doing this. I also mastered each track at SoundCloud to ensure the best sound quality. I've had a bit more success with my last two releases I feel because of this: My Firefighter and Praise the Lady.   I'll be working on promo materials for the songs closer to or made for the release day of these songs and thereafter. Watch here more more material on these releases.   " I Feel So Close to God " at SoundCloud for listening now. And " No More Beauty Than This " as well.  Image by Peggy und Marco Lachmann-Anke from Pixabay Lyrics: Your head lays on the bed Your beautiful eyes  shine in the light Your face, your look serene Coming at me You’re the morning My light My sunshine There’s no more beauty than this You i

  Photo by Alena Shekhovtcova (still working this song out-just a quick draft after watching Oprah's Soul Sunday with  Brené Brown) I could be scared I could be mad I could fight I could have anxiety I could eat I could drink I could spend too much money or want to die or be humiliated over nothing at all Or I could cry I could punch something or someone else but I’d rather be dancing in my panties I already forgave my mom though I can’t help to reflect upon it still hurts I still don’t understand I want to be real lovable I want to be a normal person but don’t know how why be scared or carry on It’s not going to do any good Or I could cry I could punch something or someone else but I’d rather be dancing in my panties Maybe it’s better to show happiness even though I’m not that a lot of times perhaps show good it’ll help someone else perhaps end misery I love to dance anyway always have even if it hurts someone else that’s offended that I can move so good it’s just me so I should